Healing

It's been a while since I have posted here, usually about my own spiritual thoughts and once about my mam but really spiritual means an encompass of all we are.

 

Healing is a large part of spiritualism, not just a religion as some think, but God is a spirit, energy is a living thing, thoughts live and bring either happiness or sadness, but all the time making energy.

 

If the energy created by each human could be gathered at the same time imagine how great a power could be used to sweep across the world and take away human suffering.  It can't cure hunger but it can help ease the pain of the stomach.  It can't cure death but can help prepare the spirit about to leave the host of the body to enter into the next chapter of its development.

 

Each of us has the ability to ask and give.  When in pain all you need is to ask for the pain to be eased, we can only bear so much and God has no limits to his love for us.  He loves us unconditionally, we are a spark of him.  He would not leave us and honest I truly believe that healing has helped me through these nine years of fighting.

 

When I have had contact healing at a healing service I come out feeling light.  My body has been usually heated by the hands of the working healer, she or he always seems to know where my body is at the most pain, the warmth that generates through my clothes and into my insides is just unbelievable.  Although there are times when the healing received has been cold, this is because my muscles have needed the change to help them do their healing.

 

Once a healing service has all those wanting contact healing done we then sit in the energy created, this is added with the new energy coming from our own spirits, awakened by the healing energies received.  All this beautiful power is then requested to go out.  Each of the attendee's gives names of special requests, no conditions are given, just the name, the spirits know who we mean and where it needs to go.  You can feel the room slowly empty of the energy as the spirits take it off to their destinations. 

 

Our spirits themselves have being refreshed, healing works inside out in many cases.  It is an ideal way of healing those with emotional problems, many times while healing is taking places you will see people sitting with tears streaming down their faces, they can't explain why, but feel something inside has lifted.  It is beautiful to see and experience.

 

Today out of the blue I received a beautiful card from an old school friend, she now lives in Ireland but her mam is a healer at my church.

 

Angle of Inspiration

 

Ask your guardian angel to come and be your guide

for you're a caring heavenly friend

who's always by your side

Then solutions to your problems

will all fall into place

and you'll find you can

greet each day with a smile

upon your face

 

You don't have to believe in any thing to accept healing, just ask for healing if you don't believe in God.  God is a name given so we know what to call a faith in something.

 

I hope you now take a moment and send a healing thought to someone you know who is under the weather, down in the dumps or getting ready to move on to their next life.

Absent Healing

I haven't been to any healing services since the week before my hols in July.  I remember sitting on the sofa on the Sunday before we flew feeling sorry for myself. My back was one of the main reasons, at the time, which was getting me down.

 

I asked for healing angels to come and make me feel better as I was dropping off to snooze.  I remember having strange dreams and in those I felt my body being moved in a different direction to that which I was lying.  When I woke I actually felt better, my back seemed to improve.  On holiday I noticed the white noise wasn't as bad and I could actually lie down on the sunbeds without having a spasm run up my leg and make it impossible to get comfortable.

 

Then the 2nd day I spent waiting in RAMAC at Darlington, about 2.30 I felt like I wanted to be outside, for no reason other than being in the fresh air.  Gary just looked at me as if I was mad but I went in search of a doctor and asked if I could go out for 15 minutes.  I found out in an email later that the healing leader had asked everyone in the circle to picture me in the open air and send natures colours to help lift me and see me through whatever was to come.  She asked them at 2.35 to do this, she had already planned it in her mind at 2 before the healing service started.

 

Each Wednesday at 2.00pm our healing service starts and each Wednesday they have all sent me healing.  Did I believe absent healing was as effective as contact, upon till this week no, I thought no, it wasn't as strong.

 

I am missing contact healing though, I am sure that when spirit is working through spirit and then making contact with you it is stronger.  The heat or cold of the worker's hands always seem to find where I need it most.  I have never told them which part of me hurts etc.  At the last two I managed to get to, one lady has gone to my right side.  Now I know why, the meso was rearing its ugly head on that side.

 

We are taught all we need to do is ask.  I ask every night for those who are suffering and everyone with mesothelioma.  I pray for a miracle that will produce a cure to save the lives that are robbed.  I am now at that place in time where I too am worried about my own demise.  I fear the fact that nothing now will hold back the disease that is growing inside of me. 

 

My stomach is really getting me down, tonight I have found a lump where one of the needles and drains went in.  It's the first one, which hurt badly when the drain came out.  I know it will probably be torn muscle that they ripped through but your mind does crazy things and instead of registering this thought is making me think about seeding.

 

Many spiritualists - not those who are just interested in connecting with spirit and passing messages, but the true believers of this great understanding, believe that we are here for a reason and the time we die is already arranged.  Things may happen and freak accidents do come along but I believe they are pre ordained. I have known people walk away from a car accident with scratches where really they should have been killed, then others die in accidents that they should have walked away from.

 

My other worry is that if I am waiting or here for some project I need to complete will I also have to bear the pain that my condition will give me for all that time too. 

 

I believe in reincarnation but wonder why, if I could chose my life this time round, would I give myself such an ordeal and so much pain.

 

I hope I get back to the healing circle shortly, I always come away feeling that much lighter in my mind and for a few hours my pains seem less.

Healing

It has taken me some 3 years to do my H1, H2 and H3 theory as well as the two year practical to become a certified healer for Darlington Spiritualist Church.

On Wednesday an elderly woman came in, for this I will call her B, she hasn't been for quite a while and suffers with a bad hip.  I gave her my usual warm welcome and asked how she was coping.  She told me she had a bad hip (already know but carried on smiling) and that when they replaced her hip they had used the wrong size.  I said at last you can understand why you have had so much trouble with it then went on to say I know a couple of friends who've had a hip replacement and have had no trouble.

The woman took my head off saying I wasn't a doctor nor did I know anything about her general health.  Blow me down with a feather, she was aggressive.  I have seen her in action last year when she was nasty to one of our other healers, and had to step in to calm the situation down.

I also noticed no one spoke, then all turned their back on B.  She obviously realised she had been nasty and said she wasn't coming into the service. 

B is a Buddhist and after the service a couple of regulars said they were horrified at her attitude and maybe she should practice outwardly what she believes inwardly.  I laughed it off, so I don't know her history (well not all of it, she did spend an hour telling me all her ailments last year) nor am I a doctor but now I totally understand why her own gp's haven't bothered with her, especially if she takes their head's off.

As it turned out on Wednesday there was only two of us available to act as channels for the healing to work through, so we had a busy time.  I was relieved that B didn't come in because I know the other healer would have refused to be a channel for her, yes B had been nasty to her at one time and although spiritualism is in believing we should love each other it doesn't mean we have to put up with each other. After her outburst to me I doubt she would have wanted to sit for me.  Funny how life works sometimes though. 

The energy in the healing room after we had finished channelling was wonderful, I ensured I asked for many friends who are ill with meso as well as the normal list I have. 

Whether we believe healing works or not it certainly does something, how else can you explain having at times warm and cold coming in through your clothing by someone placing their hands on your back, shoulders, etc.